1am

It's 1am and I feel like I've been punched in the gut.
It's 1am and her voice popped into my head.
It's 1am and things are really starting to hit me now.
It's 1am and it's becoming real.
It's 1am and I wonder why I let myself get attached again.
It's 1am and I just don't know what to do with myself.