Them

I'm not going to do what they say. I'm not going to take what they want me to take. I'm not going to tell them what I'm going to do. I'm not going to let them see me cry. I'm going to do what I want and maybe for once I'll succeed in something. I'm so sick of everyone. Why did she have to blow me off today? Why am I so unimportant to people? I hate how much I care about her. I hate how much I care about what she thinks. I hate how much I want her approval. I hate how easily I cry because of her. I hate myself. I don't hate my life, I hate myself.